Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 1:47 AM

its been 172 days and counting,

i dont wish to talk about you.
but i do wish i could be comfortable talking bout it.
there's a tight knot in my chest that i wish i could unleash.



Wednesday, November 11, 2009, 11:16 PM

chasing rainbows

i can be your everything;
but bear in mind that you cant be my everything right now.



Saturday, November 07, 2009, 11:26 PM

in all sobriety.

finding out the deed i've done was quite a shocker.
the unconscious mind is really a damn powerful thing.
i've thought bout it.
if i know you well enough,forgive and forget has never been in your dictionary.
apologies or not, i wouldve said it but it would not change a thing.
for all that it was worth, all the memories(good and bad) now leaves a bitter aftertaste in my mouth.



Monday, November 02, 2009, 8:24 PM

I have a really naughty naughty thought...

I hope Santa will still give me presents tho! =P

everytime is the last time.
All these false love and affection, u just like the attention.
is there any difference between bad and stupidity?or are they just the same?
Oh meet me halfway will ya...





Thursday, October 29, 2009, 1:40 AM

胡思亂想又過了一夜.

this is a trap. this is a trap. this is a mutherfucking trap.



Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 12:47 AM

you're like my own personal brand of heroin.

Had I turned masochistic—developed a taste for torture?
It didn’t feel like the pain had weakened over time, rather that I’d grown strong enough to bear it.
Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.
The more you loved someone, the less sense anything made.



Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 2:47 AM

already gone.

for some reason, i am wishing that u're around to comfort me and hear my problems out.
but would u? like u said it would be.
im leaving on a bad note.
im even gonna feel (almost?) guilty if i enjoy myself.
say hello to goodbye.